I Always Forget

I am always trying to believe
我总是努力说服自己
believe in every single word you say to me
相信你说的每个字
and i am always trying to forget
我总是努力忘记
forget about the things you have done to me
你对我的所作所为
And I, made up my mind
我下定决心
only this time
这次
I would turn you down
要拒绝你
your requests, they're haunting me,
你的恳求，挥之不去
I need to breathe, i need to take a deep breath
我得深呼吸，再深呼吸
I am always trying to believe
我总是努力去相信
believe that you are a nice and kind human being
你善良同情又有趣
are you on earth my friend or my enemy?
但你究竟是敌人是还是朋友？
and now I cannot tell cause again you're backbiting
你的巧言现在让我不能分辨
And I, made up my mind
但，我决心已定
only this time
这一次
I would turn you down
我要对你说不
your fake smile, they're haunting me,
你那虚假的笑容久不能去
I need to breathe, I need to take a deep breath
我得深呼吸，再深呼吸
I am always trying to believe
我总是努力去相信
that you will show your caring and respect to me
你会关心、尊重我
Even though i know you'll probably just pretend
即使那是你装出来的
but sometimes you don't seem to bother pretending
可是有时你却懒得假装
And I, made up my mind
所以，我下定决心
only this time
这一次
I would treat you as my friend
我只会把你当做我的朋友
your strategies
你的巧言巧语
won't work on me, let us take a deep breath my friend
再也不会有用了，我的朋友，让我们都冷静一下吧